30 day mark.....bittersweet

[Dlennon120]

I have reached my 30 day mark until my last bet!!! I am really just beginning my recovery but am feeling positive. I am in major debt and rebuilding my trust with my wife but I feel a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I am free!!! I was looking forward to my meeting to receive my 30 day keychain for me but also because we were to celebrate another members 3 year mark.....his celebration was cancelled. He relapsed. It was sad but I have realized my recovery has to be about me. I feel bad but if I get caught up with everyone else’s recovery I may blow my own. Stay strong everyone!!!

[Kikitmd55]

Congratulations on your own journey, and your ability to learn from the struggles of others.

[Gordon1]

Go you!

And go the three year person too!
What a wonderful achievement for you both.

SMART allows me room to count any way I see fit.
Continuos days; days in the week/month I altered my behaviour; any method I see helps me.

I cannot erase the things I would rather I hadn't done, how can I erase days well lived by an act (s)?

That theee year person still has all those days in my book

I trust they cut themself a bit of a break.

Very well done on your part

[shyster]

you take care of you, yep!

[Auslander]

Congratulations!